The Diagnosis

Well, here it is. Diagnosis Day. Blood came back fine. Not the thyroid. All other organs working properly. Ruled everything out. It's not physical. Why is this so shocking? I guess hearing those words are never easy. So now I get to learn about this illness that I have. Paranoid schizophrenia. It's a mouthful. And I cannot spell it right on the first try! Who am I kidding? I know all about this illness. I've been having it since I can remember. I guess now I get to learn about how bad it's going to get. And will my kids get it???